For those of you who know me in real life, I would like to ask you guys for forgiveness while giving you all a heads up as well. I would appreciate if you read this if we ever have interacted in the past few weeks.
Lately, I have been quite snappy and argumentative. Something in my soul does not sit right, causing me to put my foot in my mouth way too often. Regrettably, my mood has not been the best, and my heart feels incredibly weary. I do not go out on walks by myself for sunset as I used to and have not ridden my bike to the beach for a few months now. No longer do I find joy in my education, which makes it extremely hard for me to motivate myself to do my work. This has obviously caused a decline in my grades and work ethic. Mornings are full of me in a constant state of lethargy; oversleeping is the norm now. My affection and passion for others has died down, taking a toll on my relationships with my family, friends, and significant other. I am so sorry if you have been negatively affected by me in any way by our recent interactions. Responsibility is fully taken by me, for I know that I have caused frustrations in others with my behavior as of lately. Know that I love you all and am deeply sorrowed by how I have not been investing positively in every aspect of my life.
Please pray that I re-gain my joy that I once had! May the joy of the Lord be restored in me.